This is what I posted just now on Myspace about what happened with me yesterday:
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Yesterday I had a horrible fight with my dad. For so long I’ve held everything inside and finally yesterday, after so many years, it came out. My friend was there to witness it all and I can’t believe the words that came flying out of my mouth at him. And as much anger and aggression that I have, I still didn’t let it all out on him. I still held things back!
But you get to a point in your life when you finally realize that you’ve had enough and I did...and I yelled back at him. He still wants to talk to me and I have no desire to...not until he starts being a father."
But here I will add more of what he said and so on. I got mad at my dad and as we were leaving the McDonalds that we met at, he called me a "loser" and that was when I snapped. I called him an "insecure bastard" and as I said that some people that were walking into mcdonalds saw what was going on and you should've seen the looks on their faces! Then as I was walking away from him I said "Go fuck yourself" and I still cannot believe I told him that. Then we fought in the parkinglot for what seemed to be 20 minutes! I've never yelled that much at a person in my life. Then he kept threathening me and calling me a "child" and pointing his finger at me. If I would've thought about it sooner when he was pointing his finger at me, I would've told him that I was gonna break it if he didn't get it out of my face. And I was suprised I didn't mention anything about his wife...I guess she....I mean IT never came to my mind. Then the one time my dad was like "I'm working my asshole off" and at that point I should've stopped him completely, laughed in his fucking face and left.
OMG I'm so close to my breaking point with him, it's not even funny.
